Accidentally. Delete. The. Whole. Sentosa. Trip. Photo. File.
Wah. Lau. Eh. Kill. Me.

friendly tip: never ever risk using 'cut' when you are moving your photos from thumbdrive or memory card if your stupidity level is as high as mine. cos you die die must go delete other stuff first, then panick, cos cannot paste already and it cannot be restored! hah!

if you noticed, 'copy' is just above 'cut'! its like that for a purpose!

ya lah laugh all you want.

me have to go school already.
tsk.

;i am afraid


its been almost 2 months.

happy chinese new year and birthday people! do you know? today is 初七 and legend has it that human was born this day so its a tradition we chinese people go 捞鱼生. huat ah! heh.

how have you been? i've been pretty busy. that explains why im only here now. =p alright honestly, i was lazy and kinda pissed by my server. my stupid habit was to open explorer when it never loads blogger. i stupidly wait, waste time and then open mozilla firefox where it loads like in a second. but its all too late cos i either fell aslp while waiting or i totally forgot what i was gonna write. hah.

i cant remember anything much that happened in january, except for my birthday cos its when i turned 16, but people who dont really know me keep thinking i was turning 18 or 20. yea thanks alot guys. =/ anyway, i had a really great birthday thanks to everyone who remembered.

well february.. my period almost killed me. valentines... i rotted. didnt get any flower, not one stalk, nothing. common tests were shit cos i couldnt concentrate, the small words on the paper made me feel like puking and had damn serious dizzy spells. i thought i was gonna faint or something. got some of the results recently, failed english. physics, chinese and social studies will be out next week. school was shit, got drenched the day before, shoes got frigging wet and had to wear my childish mickey mouse slip ons.

my chinese new year holidays were well spent, i think i got fat. =/ well, although i couldnt spend any ang bao money and almost every penny was banked but i got to meet up my relatives for such occasion which is really nice cos we've not since my popo left us. i have so much not said. i miss her smile, her cooking, the way she hold my hands...

she's always been one of my motivation to move on and persevere. i think of her and i can almost feel that she's right beside me, smiling and telling me i can do it. its a strange but dear feeling. we've never been really close. but i love you popo, where ever you are up there. (:


原来我什么都没有...
原来世界这么辽阔
原来生命这么脆弱
原来感觉你眼里没有我
原来没有我也没什么
原来身边没有你真的很难过

;i am afraid